5:55 PM
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Backiie to my Bloggie(:Last weekend was baddie): I do not wish to rack up. I just want unhappy moments to be erased from my memory from now on.. Tis days, Im hooked on DOTA backk again.. Thanks to My Dear nd his frens all steady go play consistently for DAYS?! Was on with Raymond, Denson, Joycelyn, Weikun, Johnny, Dear nd myself.. Only once is Kawai's BRO.. Anyway, tis helps to bond the Frenship?! I dun DENY im Farking cranky for the past 1 week or so.. Causing so much of problems nd my Hyersensitivity.. I just sometimes dislike myself for being so sensitive nd letting my imagination run wild causing our weekend a BAD ONE!! Im feel Damn remorseful arhs!!My Feelings:Relationship. Now im with Danny for one nd half yrs together. It's not long nd it's not short either. I do love him just that I cant tolerate his BAD habits nd I can see he's trying to change himself for the better.. BUT the annoyed me will nv be satisfied nd will nag nd wants him to change more.. Although NOW he cant give me anything nd our life is always quarrel over minor problems, deep down, feeling is still there at all times despite how much I want to leave him. Frankly speaking, Im used to be with him.. I dun want to say that he's the best man in the world, But for some reasons, I believe that he's not the worse guy ever.. Reason : Having him in my heart <3>
Family
. I have some dispute with my family. I know that you guys are worried for me.. Sorry is the word I can Only say.. As you say, one being Bad takes 3mins to be, to turn a new leaf, it take 3yrs to do that.. I may complain this nd that about him, but no matter what, time still needs to be given to prove that he's treating me much better compared to last time.. Although I seldom HOme sweet home, but he still look after me no matter where im. I dun mean that my family doesn't, but I want to analyse that, both Family nd Him just cares for me(: He's in army, there's nothing he can prove he's trying to change, isn't it unfair not to give him time at this moment? We'll only be able to see is after his army, not now.. Then we'll see how he performs as a Boyfriend..
PLEASE forgive us for our ACTS..
Give him time to prove something that he's changing for the better person..
I can only wish that HE's hatred in your HEARTS can reduce cos I dun want biased to be in the Pic. Being fair nd square is the Best to everything.
He also dun feel nice when my FAMILY dislike him.. He's not being timid to face up but he just wants time to do something for himself nd prove himself(:
